missing him

i'm missing him badly!
i'm still pinning for him..
to see that smile that makes my heart flutter.

i'm terribly missing him.
i miss his baritone voice.
i'd like to hear him sing that song again..

i'd like to see him again.
for the last time.
i'd like to see if he's okay,
if she's taking good care of him..

the way i wanted to do myself,
but could never be..

ever.

a mumble

I'm not sure what to feel
I'm not even sure if it's worth it.
His feelings weren't real..
And I've been so naive!