free verse

My judgment fails whenever I'm with you.
My usual indifference shatters with wanting to see you.
Is it worth the risks, taking this crazy ride with you?
I can't help this surge of emotions whenever I'm beside you.
I just want to know the ending of this insanity.
The long ride with you has no turning back.
Will you stay with me?
Or you're just here to teach me?
If I put my feelings at stake, will I reap your love?



**originally written March 28, edited version...**

oh demn!

a little furious. way too tired.
guess what's brewing in this li'l bad mind.
ought to have a break,
things are freaking me out.
i'm such a nervous wreck!
needed peace... tranquility.
wtf! let it rain! let it pour!
don't wanna give a demn.
im just tired, and a li'l frustrated.
needed to rest, but still workin'.
still loving though im hurting.
sheesh, did u get me?
should i stop? should i start?
should i leave? or should i mend?
should i run away? or act brave?
confusing, isn't it?
hell, this feeling is so demn confusing.

reposted - originally created December 4 2005