for him who caused me pain

i've been stupid when i've let you dominate my fantasy
i've been crazy when i believed you'd stay

now i'm awake, thanks to the pain you've caused
the wounds have healed, the hurt have ceased

sanity has come back, reality's right here...

again.

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i used to think that i can take anything that would come my way...
but then, i've stumbled on you along the darkest path i took.
you made me fall, made a few wrong choices, then left me alone.

have been mending this broken sanity...
heck, you made me become what i am now.
don't blame me for the outcome.
blame yourself. you're the cause.

as i continue taking this path i chose,
remind me not to pick up the pieces you've left
i'd rather be broken... i'd rather feel the pain...
coz wen i'm broken, i'm wiser.

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